As the 21 days of thanksgiving started, i also started declaring for my someday soon, and thanking God in advance. It’s exciting to pray, hope, anticipate and wait all at the same time for that one special person God has created for you. I was declaring and praying for a modern day Boaz for a modern day Ruth (yep, that’s me!); a modern day Job 29 man for a modern day Proverbs 31 woman (ehem!) Sure, I want to consider someone, but I don’t really want to.. well, if you know what I mean.. I was praying for a faceless and nameless man, no one in particular. I was declaring for a Man after God’s own heart, so to speak. I was writing my Someday Soon prayer for the day spontaneously, smiling; when suddenly, I was put on a halt. How can I be writing these prayers unconsciously? I know for a fact, and I told myself to let God lead me to that person in His time. But I realized, my prayers are becoming more and more specific and bold, as days goes by. That faceless and nameless man was suddenly on a spotlight, looking straight at me, smiling. I realized I was actually praying for Him! For a moment, I got scared.. It scares me that I know who exactly I was praying for.. I’m not supposed to be afraid, I know.. This has been what my heart desires.. bUt I can’t help it..